Warning: this post contains heavy-duty information on the Red Dragon, mind control and ritual abuse. Please only read if you are specifically interested in having this information on deep cosmic conspiracies.
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Last night I had a truly horrible experience that involved the direct “triggering” of memories from my childhood, some of which were “real” and some memory implants, which is a phenomenon I will explain. To clarify why real is placed in quotation marks, it is because in truth all memory is “unreal”. What is meant by this is that memory as a phenomenon is what the control mechanism of the cosmic matrix is composed of, in the same way that memory on a computer tells it what it can do and in what way it can do it.
To give a little context, I have been working very hard with the recent assistance of my partner Niels to bring full awareness into every part of my physicality once and for all. What helps me within myself is to engage in strenuous physical exercise, which completely opens up my energy system, but I also have to be careful with this. The reason I have to be careful is because it “opens up” areas where trauma may be located, so extreme awareness that it not generally a prerequisite for other people to exercise needs to be applied.
I should also add that yesterday I participated in a very large Belvaspata session which a sister Regina graciously hosted for free, and which I feel acted as a huge catalyst for me to dig very deep with minimal “backlash”.
Anyway, last night we or rather Niels decided that something that might help me was the “Insanity” workout series, so we did that. Or rather he did that, I got about 10 minutes into it and then lay on the floor not out of exhaustion but out of a feeling of “something isn’t right”.
I will try to explain in basic terms what actually happened, which dives very deep into some huge cosmic conspiracies. It touches directly on the subject of the Red Dragon, which is a topic that has come up recently for many of us again. What it was was that I sub-consciously detected specific subliminal sound waves within the music or soundtrack that accompanied the workout that transported me directly back into the core of the trauma. Couple that with the “opening up” effect of actually jumping around and it makes for a pretty potent recipe for disaster.
What I experienced last night was pretty much a re-traumatising and it definitely did not need to be experienced in that way! I did not expect that the video would contain those sound waves, as I do not watch these things myself. This has opened up a huge new area of awareness for me surrounding specifically how the nervous system is programmed and how it might stay that way. It is clear that many
people who have experienced trauma are also pathologically and perhaps sub-consciously seeking out re-traumatising via the matrix over and over again as a means of dulling the effect of the original trauma by normalising it so much that it takes the edge off. It absolutely does not have to be like this and it absolutely is not normal, there is another way to overcome fully that is actually healthy. It is the matrix as a whole that is re-traumatising and by understanding how the matrix functions we can actually heal the nervous system permanently. The Red Dragon is representative of the control of mind over the nervous system. The tyranny of mind is represented by the matrix.
It took me a little while to realise what was going on but I suddenly found myself transported in consciousness right back to the core memory implant of having been ritually abused and tortured by black magicians. I have been aware for some time that this was a memory implant but to actually “re experience” the frequency was quite a shock. The exact same subliminal sound that was in the workout audio was the exact subliminal sound that was associated with this kind of mind control. This immediately told me that the same group who make all mainstream entertainment are part of the same agenda directly under the leadership of the Red Dragon. The sound that is used in these workouts and almost every other form of video has direct mind-controlling elements that get into the sub-conscious (this is the reason why I don’t watch videos). The subliminal sound places the listener into an altered state whereby programming can be “data entered” in their “memory bank” (personal matrix). This memory implant was given to me when I was actually travelling to Earth via time tunnel.
This is all part of the larger structure that we call “the matrix” which is essentially a giant cosmic prison cell unless we’re aware of it. With freedom from the matrix in the truly metaphysical sense it becomes a cosmic playground, but while memory has any hold over us we are under control. The prison wardens or “playground bullies” are a race of very powerful dragons, with their “ringleader” being the Red Dragon himself.
I ended up about half an hour later huddled in a corner wailing and apparently flailing, trying to articulate to a very confused Niels why I was behaving like that. He described the scenario as “extreme”, I was trying to explain that that was how my life has been. It is extremely hard for somebody who hasn’t experienced or seen these scenarios to truly grasp how harrowing it is to be living it. The other elements of memory that surfaced and that were not specifically memory implants were only marginally less extreme.
Sentient life is not designed to be exposed to these frequencies, subliminal sound is the the root of all cosmic trauma. To fully explore the metaphysics of this information we will return to the topic another time.
To be continued…
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For more information on Belvaspata “Healing of the Heart” see www.belvaspata.com
For more information on Regina see www.thesongoftheself.com/belvaspata
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