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Mind Control, Trauma and the Red Dragon – Part 1

Warning: this post contains heavy-duty information on the Red Dragon, mind control and ritual abuse. Please only read if you are specifically interested in having this information on deep cosmic conspiracies.

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Last night I had a truly horrible experience that involved the direct “triggering” of memories from my childhood, some of which were “real” and some memory implants, which is a phenomenon I will explain. To clarify why real is placed in quotation marks, it is because in truth all memory is “unreal”. What is meant by this is that memory as a phenomenon is what the control mechanism of the cosmic matrix is composed of, in the same way that memory on a computer tells it what it can do and in what way it can do it.

To give a little context, I have been working very hard with the recent assistance of my partner Niels to bring full awareness into every part of my physicality once and for all. What helps me within myself is to engage in strenuous physical exercise, which completely opens up my energy system, but I also have to be careful with this. The reason I have to be careful is because it “opens up” areas where trauma may be located, so extreme awareness that it not generally a prerequisite for other people to exercise needs to be applied.

I should also add that yesterday I participated in a very large Belvaspata session which a sister Regina graciously hosted for free, and which I feel acted as a huge catalyst for me to dig very deep with minimal “backlash”.

Anyway, last night we or rather Niels decided that something that might help me was the “Insanity” workout series, so we did that. Or rather he did that, I got about 10 minutes into it and then lay on the floor not out of exhaustion but out of a feeling of “something isn’t right”.

I will try to explain in basic terms what actually happened, which dives very deep into some huge cosmic conspiracies. It touches directly on the subject of the Red Dragon, which is a topic that has come up recently for many of us again. What it was was that I sub-consciously detected specific subliminal sound waves within the music or soundtrack that accompanied the workout that transported me directly back into the core of the trauma. Couple that with the “opening up” effect of actually jumping around and it makes for a pretty potent recipe for disaster.

What I experienced last night was pretty much a re-traumatising and it definitely did not need to be experienced in that way! I did not expect that the video would contain those sound waves, as I do not watch these things myself. This has opened up a huge new area of awareness for me surrounding specifically how the nervous system is programmed and how it might stay that way. It is clear that many
people who have experienced trauma are also pathologically and perhaps sub-consciously seeking out re-traumatising via the matrix over and over again as a means of dulling the effect of the original trauma by normalising it so much that it takes the edge off. It absolutely does not have to be like this and it absolutely is not normal, there is another way to overcome fully that is actually healthy. It is the matrix as a whole that is re-traumatising and by understanding how the matrix functions we can actually heal the nervous system permanently. The Red Dragon is representative of the control of mind over the nervous system. The tyranny of mind is represented by the matrix.

It took me a little while to realise what was going on but I suddenly found myself transported in consciousness right back to the core memory implant of having been ritually abused and tortured by black magicians. I have been aware for some time that this was a memory implant but to actually “re experience” the frequency was quite a shock. The exact same subliminal sound that was in the workout audio was the exact subliminal sound that was associated with this kind of mind control. This immediately told me that the same group who make all mainstream entertainment are part of the same agenda directly under the leadership of the Red Dragon. The sound that is used in these workouts and almost every other form of video has direct mind-controlling elements that get into the sub-conscious (this is the reason why I don’t watch videos). The subliminal sound places the listener into an altered state whereby programming can be “data entered” in their “memory bank” (personal matrix). This memory implant was given to me when I was actually travelling to Earth via time tunnel.

This is all part of the larger structure that we call “the matrix” which is essentially a giant cosmic prison cell unless we’re aware of it. With freedom from the matrix in the truly metaphysical sense it becomes a cosmic playground, but while memory has any hold over us we are under control. The prison wardens or “playground bullies” are a race of very powerful dragons, with their “ringleader” being the Red Dragon himself.

I ended up about half an hour later huddled in a corner wailing and apparently flailing, trying to articulate to a very confused Niels why I was behaving like that. He described the scenario as “extreme”, I was trying to explain that that was how my life has been. It is extremely hard for somebody who hasn’t experienced or seen these scenarios to truly grasp how harrowing it is to be living it. The other elements of memory that surfaced and that were not specifically memory implants were only marginally less extreme.

Sentient life is not designed to be exposed to these frequencies, subliminal sound is the the root of all cosmic trauma. To fully explore the metaphysics of this information we will return to the topic another time.

To be continued…

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For more information on Belvaspata “Healing of the Heart” see www.belvaspata.com

For more information on Regina see www.thesongoftheself.com/belvaspata

Scotia’s Grave

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While I was in Kerry this week, we took a visit to the reported site of Princess Scotia’s grave. It was indeed a place of exceptionally high energy that left me reeling on many levels. However, we were left very distressed at what else we found there.

As we followed along the tree-lined path that ran beside a river leading to the collection of stones that is said to mark the burial place of Scotia, I noticed that at a certain point the vortex of energy we had just been in stopped dead. Up ahead it became clear why – where there should have been a monument of a completely different nature, one stone had been turned on its side and planted instead with a monstrous phallic concrete mass set in rough cement with a few primitive words scrawled into it. As the others walked ahead, I stopped to access what on Earth had happened.

As I examined the stone with dismay, I noticed that our dog who had accompanied us on the journey had suddenly been lulled into a sort of trance. He jerked towards the stone, seemingly unable to move away from it, even staggering up the additional steps the led up from the path to get his nose right up close to it.

I took no more than 30 seconds to get the complete low down on what was going on, and I was pretty pissed off. I hurried along to speak to the others, seeing that they had already crossed the bridge ahead to the larger stone that lay beyond. Turning to check that the dog was still following me, I became aware that he was absolutely refusing point blank to cross the bridge. The energy at the point where I was standing half way across the bridge was completely dead, right where it should have been at its most potent. Not only that but it was eerie – a peculiar force that was present instead was completely blocking off the final part of the trail with its hieroglyphic engraved boulders from the rest of the site. The dog immediately took up a mad fit of barking and backed away. Dogs have long been renowned for picking up on discordant frequencies, even more so than cats. It’s not that cats aren’t aware of them, but that often times they don’t consider it to be worthy of their response, or simply have no interest in defending the welfare of their companions. This dog was clearly not happy. After a few moments of standing together on the final very large boulder discussing the matter, one of our party began to lead the way back across the bridge. She discovered in fright that the dog had fallen down the bank into the river below, and it was just about to get dark.

As the other two worked together to retrieve the dog (who to our great relief was ok), I walked back to the original defaced stone and began to undo what was undoubtedly a curse.

What has happened at Scotia’s grave, and at many other sacred sites around the country, is as follows:

Groups of individuals who call themselves “shamans”, “druids” and “healers” have been touring Ireland believing themselves to be under the instruction of “spirit” to carry out “tasks” at points of major power across the expanse of the land. What they are actually doing is something completely erroneous. Almost all of them are using alcohol, drugs, and all manner of other substances within their personal lives to tap into what they believe to be “spiritual energy”. It may indeed be spiritual energy, but it is lower astral spiritual energy, and anything that a person encounters there is certainly not going to be giving instructions from the Infinite. And they’re certainly not practising any kind of integral shamanism – they’re practising witchcraft, or basically black magic, completely unbeknownst to themselves. I have said a thousand times that we have no idea whatsoever what is lurking in the astral, and nobody but the most experienced and having undergone scrutinous training should be messing with spiritual energy. Especially when it involves the welfare of others or of the Earth, I have absolutely zero tolerance for this kind of reckless behaviour. Having had countless run-ins with these kinds of groups over the last few years, I have seen that the whole thing actually constitutes a very large problem. Everybody wants to “do spiritual work” these days, having just woken up to the notion that that might be what they’re here for yesterday. Do we really realise, when all of life is interconnected, what damage we might be doing when we are ignorant of the full consequences of our actions on a multi-dimensional level? Just because something is unseen does not make it unreal. And practising these things without training is exactly like trying to practice dentistry with no training, there is literally no difference.

The astral is the home of just about everything that falls under the category of “entity”, and just about every entity in existence wants to tap into a human and act as some kind of “guide” to them in lieu of actually having a body of their own, which is just about the greatest privilege that one can have. Anything that we tap into in the astral is going to mislead us, give us false instructions, hold us back, and downright derail our spiritual journey. Everything in the astral has only one agenda – control. Exactly what has happened at Scotia’s grave site is that a group of practitioners of some kind has been given instructions by something in the astral to do the completely unthinkable – not “heal the site”, but actually destroy it. Thinking they have done good, they have gone as far as to upturn a stone and leave their own marker to denote the “work they have done” instead. What is going on in these circumstances is that completely unsolicited portals have been opened into realms of distortion, which harms everything from the plant life to the people who then unknowingly encounter any resulting electromagnetic fields.

If we were to look at some of the things that the very vast majority of shamanic healers/practitioners/energy workers here in Ireland and in fact many other places speak about, we can see very clearly that most of it is taken directly from the traditions of wicca, paganism, chaos magick, and even satanic magic, as perpetuated by the likes of Aleister Crowley and his friends. Only a tiny bit of research will tell us this, it’s just that most people get a little taste of what they think to be spirituality and cling to it for dear life as a new form of identity, believing that in doing so they have overcome ego, and never bothering to check the source of their information or even check a little bit back in history to see where the information has previously been used and what for. In addition to this, even many of the most highly conscious beings on the planet have been deceived with regards to the true nature of quite a lot of the beings that we believed to be beings of authentic power and light in the past. We absolutely cannot trust any of the traditions listed above to contain completely pure information that will not damage the web of life, as all of them were infiltrated by dark forces hell bent on destruction. The usage of their doctrines will do nothing except continue to strengthen the prison bars of the matrix for an individual, for their patients, and for an entire area if that is what they so choose to work on. We must be so careful about where we draw our inspiration from, and what it actually inspires us on to. Is it just more ego traps, or can it actually take us further for the benefit of all?

I want to state for about the millionth time, and I’ve never going to let up on this. Using substances to open perception into something that appears to be higher than physicality does not make one a shaman! Yes many indigenous traditions use these techniques, and that is fine. But we’re not members of indigenous traditions, we live in the West and we’re trying to bring what we hope is integrity and authenticity to the people here, so that they might learn how to live a more empowered life of actual love, peace, truth and inspiration by our example. Furthermore, physicality is now the seat of highest wisdom. This means that the body and bodily wisdom forms a huge and absolutely integral part of what makes up the faculty of healing going forward. For whatever reason we might want to engage in substance use personally, has nothing whatsoever to do with our professional practice and should never be involved. I hope that this is very clearly understood, and that anyone who has stumbled across this category of “shamanic healer” who they just had an uneasy feeling about now understands why, and will take the time to carefully apply discernment when it comes to choosing what to trust in such important matters as personal and planetary healing. Using the function of discernment, which is a masculine faculty of the left-brain, we can easily detect when something is out of place. Additionally, our bodies will quickly tell us when something is not right if we are sensitive enough to notice the signs, such as tightness or discomfort, or even pain.

If one is interested in the area of spiritual healing and wants to know how to access personal power authentically – the secret lies in the work that is done on oneself. If we want to work in this area, the only thing we should be doing is clearing out ourselves on every level – physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, and then the information we seek will be given. If the Infinite decides that a person is capable of wielding higher perception based on the purity of their emotions, which can only come about through the purity of the intentions of the heart to serve the highest visions for humanity, it will automatically be given. Only then can somebody reasonably say that they are practising with integrity any kind of shamanic healing, or in fact integral healing of any kind.

Further along the path on the way back to the car the still stunned dog fell down the bank yet again, this time even deeper! His owner had to actually climb down to fetch him out, and this time we were genuinely concerned. We all hurried back to the car in the now dark and sat dumbfounded at what had just happened, as it really settled in quite how prevalent this trend of spiritual dabbling in relation to our sacred sites is. My companions were noticeably drained and shaken, which was not at all what we had intended to experience. In the interests of preserving our land and its spiritual purity, I would ask anyone who is genuinely interested to keep a watchful eye and to be unafraid to speak up in situations where somebody’s actions are clearly not in accordance with the highest wisdom. We all have the right to defend the peace when something is out of place, regardless of what authority somebody might be giving themselves.